::Demoralized::

YUPP!!!

u read it correctly..

i'm demoralized...

ntah ape ke heyy nye ntah..

rase demoralized..

tersangat2 demoralized..

rasanya sebab byk sgt benda2 sengal yg berlaku kebelakangan ini..

eceeehhh..

apabila anda demoralized...

anda akan menjadiiiiiiiiiiiiii...

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MALASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS  SANGATTTTT!!!!!!!!!

ya!!!!Bravo Helya!!!

u let it out..at last!!!

semua malasss...

hahahhaa..

padan muka sendiri..

kerja semua tak jalan..

rasa tidak betah membuat kerja yg padahalnya sgt biasaaa buat..

pastu??cane??

kerja nk kena siapkan gak..dateline ada..

tapi tak leh nk achieve target sendiri..

arggghhh!!!!

frust sendiri..padan muka..hahaha

Mode::KEKENYANGAN YG AMAT..

hehehe..

nk tau ke nape kekenyangan yg amat?

hari ni opis ade buat pot luck..

nk tau ke ape menu nye?

here we go...

Main course

1. Nasi Dagang + gulai ikan + kerutup daging + acar

2. Nasi lemak + telur rebus + telur goreng + sambal biasa + sambal sotong + sambal kerang

Desert  

1. Triffle with peach

2. Polka dotted apam  with filling (nutella / kaya)

3. Caramel pudding

4. Cheese tart

Kuih2 pedas

1. Roti berbentuk karipap berinti sardin

2. Karipap

3. Roti jala + kuah kari

4. Murtabak diraja

Kuih2 manis

1. Lepat pisang

2. Roti + kuah durian (perghhhhhhh)

Beverange

1. Teh O

2. The legendary teh tarik

3. Carbonated Drinks (100 plus, coke & ginger beer)

Kudap2

1. Pringles

2. Mister potato

3. Kacang Ngan Yin

Buah-buahan

1. Honey dew

2. Anggur

Tu je kot rasanya..

Nk taip  ni pon rase mcm dh tak larat

kenyangggggggg nyeeeee...

dh rasa semua dh..except for durian tu je..

hehehhee

Ape yg diriku bawak?

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...Macaroni bakar...

credits to Pn Wani for the recipe n tunjuk ajar..

hehehehhe

sebbaik menjadi..hahahhahaa

I can't look..i must look..

haishhh..

merenung balik kepada entry semalam...

sesungguhnya apabila melihat wajah my middle b*ss..

seriously..tak bleh blah..

can't even look at u..

n can't even focus on what u're saying..

rasa macam..

cepat2 la balik bilik, b*ss..

tak yah le lepak lama2 depan saya..

jahat, kan???

hehehhheehhe..

nk wat cane..

i'm just being normal..

ada hati dan perasaan ok...

nk tau apa yg my middle b*ss dok buat lama2 kat tempatku itu?

dok sebok belek2 file projek yg telah ku buat sh*t tu..

ala2 FBI agent gitu..

hahahhaa..jahat lagi, kan?

"helya, tak de ke terselit apa2 yg berkenaan dgn benda tu?"

"mana tau, kot2 awak ada selit2 ke?"

dok belek file, sehelai2 surat dok belek..

si helya ni sengih je laa..

tapi dlm hati..rasanya nk je jawab

"dh cari byk kali dh puan..tiap2 hari saya mmg dok cari"

"kalo dh jumpa , takkan saya  nk sorok plak"

"dah itu je evident yg bleh nk backup saya"

"puan tak yah la sebok2, bukan puan yg buat salah pun, kan?"

daaaaaaaaaaaaa...

::Teamwork::

Pernah tgk kartun Wonderpets?

pernah dgr ayat2 ni?

"apa yg penting??"

"KERJASAMA"

atau

"What's gonna work??"

"TEAMWORK"


haaa..adik2.. ni ade citer yg  best pasal teamwork..


alkisahnya..
di dalam sebuah organisasi..
wujudlah satu hierarki pemerintahan..
taukah anda ape tu hierarki?
lebih kurang mcm ni la..

dimanakah diriku dlm hierarki ni?
ehehehhe..jgn tanya laaa..
kompom la yg lapis bawah skali..


apabila diriku (makhluk A) yg di lapisan yg bawah skali buat salah...
atau bahasa indahnya.."buat sh*t"..
apakah tindakan makhluk A itu?
apakah yg bermain2 diminda makhluk A ini?

(dok pikir sampai jadi batu)


a) adoiiii...cane lak leh buat silap ni?
b) check jap la file..kot2 ada benda yg bleh backup..cane la bleh silap???
c)dh check file...
kalo bleh recall, ok laa..
tapi....
still tak leh nk recall cane leh buat silap..nk buat ape lagi???
d) double check balik file..
tak jumpa jugak?
haisshhhh...
e) klik2 dlm komputer..kot2 la ada backup..
tak jumpe jugak???


dh tu..nk buat ape ye?




jumpa la b*ss yg atas sket..middle b*ss..
apa yg makhluk A ini akan expect middle b*ss akan jawab?


a) ada silap ke??mcm mana boleh silap?...blaaa blaa blaaa explain...
tak pe..tak pe..sy (middle b*ss) yg responsible..


atau


b)hah???!!! silap?!!!!! cane leh silap???!!!!!
awak dh check file???awak gi la check file skali lagi..
pastu start emo emo..


atau


c) entah..mana saya tahu..sy bukannye ada kat sini masa time tu..
note: gov officer slalu tukar2..


on top of all..
pengalaman bersama 4 org middle b*ss, most of them akan bagi respond yg (b) & (c)..
pernah sorg je la yg bagi respond (a) tu..


tapi


respond yg paling tak bleh blah..adalah yg (c) tu la..
belum investigate apa2, belum usaha apa2..
dh siap buat solat tolak bala..
at least...suruh la makhluk A tu refer file balik ke..siasat balik ke..
ni tak..awal2 lagi dh lambak sh*t tu kat makhluk A..
soooooooooo not a b*ss's attitude k..


apakah nasib makhluk A ini, adik2 ??
makhluk A ni tau yg middle b*ss mmg tak akan backing die..
jadi kena la ada attitude 'u're on ur own babe!!!'
udahnye..
ngadap le yg dipertuan big b*ss..

what to expect???




a) oo..ni hal kecik je..boleh setel..u buat ni..u buat ni..
atau
b) kalau tak silap ada previous case mcm ni..
cuba u refer senior B..senior C..
i can't remember which project..
atau
c) silap??!!!!!! macam mana u boleh buat silap..i tak leh terima laa..
u better find out ape issue die..
atau
d) u dh check file?ada tak dlm file mention ape2?
atau
e) if this thing goes to arbitration, u yg kena jawab..sebab u yg buat...
DANGGG !!!!DANGGGG!!!!! DANGGGG!!!!!!


dlm case ni..makhluk A telah mendapat jawapan :-


combo (c) + (d) + (e) = u're doomed, babe!!!!


ahahahhaa..

pada pendapat makhluk A..sepatutnya dlm hierarki ni..
wujud la rasa teamwork..
regardless who creates the sh*t..
treat the sh*t as a whole team's sh*t le....




when u're on top..
dont forget to look down..

so that the ones at the bottom will look up at u..
daaaa..

rekaan semata2..emooosi..
ahhahaa


makhluk A ni tau la mmg die dh buat salah..
at leasttt..the leasttt the middle b*ss n big b*ss can do is..
berlakon mcm diorg care..cukup laaa
ni awal2 lagi..
dh cakap..'not mine..it's ur problem"

jadi adik2..
bak kata en hubbyku sayang..
"buat baik jgn sekali, buat jahat berpada2"
betul jugak ckp dia..
masa makhluk A terkena..
yg terlintas di benak fikiran..


"selama ni aku buat baik kat dia, dia bleh buat ceni kat aku"




renung2kan..dan selamat beramal...

::True Blue::

something i read from my friend's blog..

true blue..

"Kids will be kids. They fought, they forget and they be friends again. 

How simple their life is. 

Why can't adults be like that too? 

Is life too complicated as adults that makes it hard for us to say sorry and admit that we are wrong? 

Hmmm.. 

Maybe we are the ones who love to make things complicated, right? 

Life is too short to be spent on grudge and hatred. 

Lets forgive, forget and cherish each other while we still can :)"

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hands raised..


AGREED!!!!!

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hmmm..well,i guess i hv something to do..

make the gloomy..hazy..grey sky go away..

n bring back the miss bright sunshine..

::buruk siku::

hehehe..

apakah???

adakah anda tahu apa itu buruk siku?

hehehehe..

maksud simpulan bahasa ini adalah :

mengambil balik sesuatu yang telah diberikan kepada orang lain

hehhehe..

andai kita dh setuju nk bagi dekat org..

tak elok le kalo nk minta balik, kan?kan?kan?

lawan tarik2..sapa lagi kuat tarik..dia dapat..

centu ke?

kalau rasa mmg tak mau bagi, awal2 cakap le terang2..

awal2 lagi jgn bagi..

haiisshhh..dh besar panjang..kalau cakap lebih2..

karang..

dikatakan bercakap mendongak ke langit pulak..

ishk ishk ishk..

Happy Birthday dearie hubby!!!

it's 20th April 2011..

n guess what's so special bout this date?

hihihih..

my dearie dearie hubby gets another year older..

hehee..

some birthday wishes for u..

The things we feel the deepest 

Are the hardest things to say

But dear husband you must know 

How much I love you anyway

And now that it's your 32nd 

I'm hoping you'll know too

How much I'm wishing happiness 

With all my heart for you.

(copy dr inernet nih)

hmmm..still wondering what birthday gift should i give him?

hurrmmmmmmm..

any suggestion?

the fun has ended..

oh oh oh..

the fun has ended, dear!!!!

since monday, my bosses hv been away..

and

now they've returned..

huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...

the fun has ended..

the fun has ended..

the fun has ended..

so..back to normal-yet-boring mode

hahhahaha..

Hate it!!!

"Please seeeeee meee"

arrghhhh...really hate that wordings..

ahahaa..

a short story from me..

i've been assigned by my dearly b*ss to update this particular portal..

previously its been done by my other colleague..

 n now its been inherited to me..

it's very good in terms of knowledge sharing..

i can learn new technology, ie. web updating..

my b*ss's intention is goood..indeed..

but

happen to be, there's been problems to the server of this portal

and..it caused all the data in the portal gone missing..

soooooooo..

have to do all over again..

back to square one..

the layout been done by my other ITgenius teammates..

my job is just..

the 'keying-in' data..

errr....senang je kan?

senang mmg senang..

but im soooo the 'Buta-IT' type, k..

its using wordpress..

still cant get the feel..

mmg la my b*ss did ask me..

indeeed..

whether me 'sanggup' ke tak to redo all over again..

oh, dear..oh, dear..

mesti la sanggup..

how could i say no?..hahaha

im gonna make a confession here..

a sinful-yet-irresponsible confession..

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' i hate updating the ***** portal'

'ooo please, please dear b*ss, please understand me'

'when the updating is sssooooooooooo slooooooowww, i hope u get the picture'  

'i dont do it on purpose'

' just dont feel like a sense of belonging to that portal'

'please dont put too high expectation on me'

'im not an IT speacialist, b*ss'

ahahaha...

tak patut cakap centu, kan?

ye laa...

we should take it as a challenge..

we should challenge ourself..

in terms to be a better person..

yaaa yaaaaa... i know..

its just..

sometimes..bila dh tak tahan nk pendam..

we have to channel out, kan?

kalo tak..nnti jadi wenggg..

anyway..im still SYMP..

"Saya Yang Menurut Perintah"

B*ssss!!! i promise to update the portal..

take a single step at one time..

kan a thousand miles journey starts with a single step..

but please..pleasee bear with me

and admit the fact that....

Rome wasn't built in a day..

i promise to make a change to that portal..

p/s..blog pandai plak update..hehehe..

::Macaroons::

ahaa...

its macaroons..

apo ko bondo ni hah?

hehehe..curious nk tau ke?

A macaroon (/mækəˈruːn/ mak-ə-ROON }}) is a type of light, baked confections, described as either small cakes or meringue-like cookies depending on their consistency. The original macaroon was a "small sweet cake consisting largely of ground almonds"^[1] similar to Italian or Moroccan amaretti.

to be honest..me myself hv never came across this thing..

until one day..

a friend of mine, K Yumi 'mengidam' nk makan macaroons..

'macaroons ke macaroni?biar betul kak Yumi ni'

ahahaha..

then only the search begin..

meng'google'kan diri..

jom layan gambar macaroons ni..

at first mcm wahhhhhh!!!!

lepas tu...wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh lagi...

pastu waaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!!! best best!!!

sangatlah jakun ye..

hv to admit it le..

hehehe..

happen to be..

i did mention the macaroons thing to a friend of mine, Miss D

n from thereafter..

she continues the quest of searching the macaroons..

ahahaha..

n one day..she smsed me mentioning that she hv tasted the macaroons..

her couz ordered it for her engangement wedding..

she ordered from http://www.enchantedmacaroons.co.cc

i feel like..

'aarrrrgghhh..nk jugak!!!!!'

'tak boleh jadi ni'

hahaha..

hahahaha

panjang lagi citer ni...

n as a usual ritual of gossipping..

i did convey the news to another friend of mine, Mr A..

n he was like..

'ape benda macaraoons tu weh?'

n he then continues the quest of searching the macaroons..

berhantu macaroons ni rupenye..
3 makhluk ni (me, Miss D n Mr A), very the 'trendsearcher', ok..
hahahahhaa

n yesterday..

Miss D told us that the found a place that sells macaroons

at G Tower, the building next to Tabung Haji

apa lagi..terus cargas..

we went all the way there..

its babycakes sweet shoppe..

yg sedihnye..dh habes..

n today..

semangat berkobar2..

make a call 1st, n place our order

nnti just pickup je..

n we did managed to get each of us..a box of 8 macaroons..

today it have 5 flavours : choc, strawberry, caramel, coconut and lemon..

it was sooo tiny..chumelllll...
sgt tak sanggup nk makan..
hahaha

sooooo excited to taste it..

nnti tunggu balik rumah..

to taste it together gether with my beloved hubby..

ala2 Lady n Tramp gitu..

isn't that sweeeet?

hihihi..